[because now he could destroy her and expose her, he could break her with a phrase and she could not stop him. she's supposed to be strong, and that has been exposed for the lie it is.
she wants to go home, curl up on her bed and not move for hours, have some illusion of privacy so she can collect herself. but that requires getting up, and although she can pull herself to standing, her head pounds like someone's driving a railroad spike into it.]
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[because now he could destroy her and expose her, he could break her with a phrase and she could not stop him. she's supposed to be strong, and that has been exposed for the lie it is.
she wants to go home, curl up on her bed and not move for hours, have some illusion of privacy so she can collect herself. but that requires getting up, and although she can pull herself to standing, her head pounds like someone's driving a railroad spike into it.]
How do I trust any-fucking-thing you say now, hm?