The honor of death - that I would have at least been granted the chance to atone for my failures in the next world.

[the answer is automatic, coming out before there's even a chance for thought, and mitsunari pauses after he says it. then he glances away, jaw tensing in hades' grip for a moment as he almost turns his head.

his next words are tentative, almost grudging.]

And ... to take up my blade again and carve a glorious victory from that crushing defeat. To finish what I set out to do. To not die.