don't pretend, don't pretend

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[ After changing into afternoon clothes laid out for him, Noiz gets into the car and sits quietly in the backseat. His father is with him, but they don't exchange anything beyond a glance or two until they're arriving at the lake.

Already the maids have begun setting up an afternoon tea service on the patio. Noiz's father opens the back car door and leads him out. The hand on his wrist is tight and he sits down hard on one of the chairs. ]

You understand how important this is, don't you? [ His father is standing behind him as he smooths a hand over his hair. ] Wilhelm.

[ Noiz nods. As little as he likes the sound of his given name, he tries to focus on sitting naturally, acting natural, when the situation is anything but. Of the alphas he's met before, most were closely related to him. And this will be the first time he's ever been alone with one. —well. Relatively alone, since the house employees will be nearby. But if they sense any kind of intimate activity, Noiz has no doubt they'll find themselves busy in other areas of the estate.

But he can do this. He can be what his father wants. The pressure of his family, society, and most importantly, the success of his younger brother, weighs on him. His stomach is already in knots. The whole morning and even the day before he'd felt uneasy and too warm, as if coming down with a fever. At least he doesn't have much time to dwell on it when he hears another car coming down the road to park in the lot. His father claps him firmly on the shoulder as he straightens and walks away to greet the newcomers.

When he hears footsteps coming up the porch steps, Noiz raises his eyes slightly. He hardly moves otherwise. ]

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[ Noiz lets his hands linger over Steve's shoulders, his skin, tracing little patterns until he's out of reach. He looks good with his clothes off. Not that he doesn't look good with his clothes on.

Wetting his lips, Noiz sits up to let Steve's hands do the work. Now that the alpha already knows what his cage looks like, he doesn't hesitate to slide out of his pants and shirt to lay as naked as he can be under Steve. ]

You smell so good.

[ Noiz still isn't used to it. If they're going to live together, he might, but he doesn't think he ever really will. Hands sliding into Steve's hair, he pulls him down into another kiss. ]

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So do you.

[Noiz's scent was changing, slowly but he could really sense it now. He was opening himself up to Steve. Allowing himself to accept Steve as his alpha and after tonight, Steve was certain his scent would tell anyone around him that he was spoken for.

Now that they're both undressed, Steve propped up on his elbows over Noiz, he looks down at the omega with an expression close to reverence.]

I never thought I'd have someone like you.

[He drags a hand slowly down Noiz's side, runs the tip of his finger over the cage.] I don't want this here forever.

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Never? But...

[ Noiz shivers, hips jerking at the touch of a finger on his cock even with the material of the cage in the way. Somehow Steve just has that effect on him. ]

You're an alpha. You could've decided.

[ Raising his arms, he keeps petting through Steve's hair, moaning softly and tipping his chin up to kiss him again. He's beginning to slick more, wet and ready for his contact. ]

When... we're bonded, [ he starts, blinking slowly and gazing up at his alpha, ] we'll get the key. And we'll have a pup.

[alleyfights]

No, never. I knew someday I'd have to marry and it'd be an omega. I didn't expect to find someone like you. [Someone compatible on all levels.] You're different.

[And Noiz couldn't decide. He wouldn't have been allowed to choose anything for himself.]

We will get the key.

[Children. Steve pauses, his hand stilling on Noiz's hip. His omega wanted to carry his children. He wanted Steve to bond him and give him pups. It was more than Steve can bear. He growls and leans down, kissing a hot trail down Noiz's throat to his chest.]

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[ Their presentations have shaped each of their pasts, their lives, and Noiz knows they'll shape his future too. But it'll be a future with Steve. He can have a life with someone who cares about him. ]

I'm ready. [ Even having said it before, Noiz is calmer, more confident now. As lips touch his throat, he sighs softly and arches up underneath him, gripping his hair tightly. ]

You told me I can say what I feel. [ Noiz's fingers remain threaded through Steve's hair, holding him, keeping that contact as he continues to kiss down to his chest. As intimate as this touch is, the words and sentiments they're sharing are just as important, if not more so. ] ...thank you.

[ His voice tails off into a gasp when Steve's lips brush over his collarbones. A soft moan follows, and Noiz trails his fingers down Steve's back. ]

I could smell you forever.

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[Steve glances up, lips slick and red, a smile curving his mouth.]

I meant it. Always say exactly what you feel with me. Always.

[It was something Steve needed from the omega and he felt that Noiz would give that to him. He kisses back up his chest and throat, settling between his thighs. He can smell Noiz's slick, knows that his body is ready and can take him. The scent sends little shivers of pleasure through Steve's body, pushes at the alpha in him.]

Tomorrow, you tell me all the ways I can pleasure you with it on.

[They needed to discuss a lot. The cage being one of many subjects. He wanted to know better what to give his omega.

Steve slips a hand down between them, fingers roughly dragging over Noiz's hole. He wants to go slow but they can do that the next time.]

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Tomorrow. [ Next time, which will probably be in the morning because Noiz doesn't want to wait any more than he has to.

As Steve puts his hand between his legs Noiz puts his knees apart, moving his hips to grind against the rub of his fingertips. In the meantime, since Steve wants him to be honest— ]

I'm ready. I can... feel that I'm ready. So fuck me. Start making our pups inside of me.